Distraction News~!!

Sorry for not writing yesterday, I was distracting myself last night and lost the time to write...

Yesterday, my mother took me to Church's Chicken. We discovered that if you go to eat as soon as it opens, you get the freshest chicken ever! (It's seems obvious but, lol, we were dummies) After that we went to a building by the old Pizza Hut where we tried to sign up for psychiatrist services, but they said me and my mother were to old to go there so they recommended us to other counselors on the other side of town. I wonder if they happen to be talking about our old counselors... I hope not. We left them for a reason~

After that, we rushed to school. In 3D Animation we finished building our house. I wasn't happy being there at first. I felt sick, tired, and I was behind on what the teacher said, but as soon as I was caught up, I had a blast. He let us finish building on our own, based on what we had learned from previous classes, and I felt very proud of my house, and I got very excited seeing the whole process come together. The teacher even complimented me on adding a window to the side wall under the roof. I got really flushed, saved as fast as I could, and hightailed it out of there. Class was supposedly over- I hope o.o other wise I freak out over nothing.

I got home and rested for a little bit. I actually fell asleep a good thirty minutes after my dad got home. I felt bad, but I couldn't help it. I stayed up thinking something bad was going to happen to us on 9/11. But it's good that we're safe.

Today was a very interesting day off. This morning me, my mother, my sister, and nephew went to Vinton, (Texas, I think) to eat some of the best burritos I've ever tasted, at a place called "Alice's Burritos" then we went to the Sunland Mall in El Paso. Me and my nephew just walked around and looked through the different stores, we didn't last too long since we were feeling a little sick. Once my sister and mother were done looking around, my mother bought pretzels from Pretzel Time, but they are nowhere near as good as the Pretzels, here from Annie's. We then went to a store called "Entertainmart" where you can buy almost any DVD from any time, almost every game on every system, all kinds off CDs, and all kinds of different packages of almost every TV show series ever. We didn't see anything we really wanted at the time, so we just came home.
After my father came home, we all took a bit of a nap, except my mother who went to go get dinner. When we woke up, I went for a walk around my neighborhood. Usually my father joins me, but lately his knee has been hurting, so he couldn't come. It was fine though; when I go for walks alone, I get time to think. I always think about stuff, but on walks usually more so~

When I got home my mother had brought Chick-fil-a. I loved that place~

After a little bit, my mother and father started arguing about taking the trash to the dump. It was so pointless, after awhile they agreed that I'd go with my mom to take the trash. While we were preparing to leave, I dropped a hint at wanted to get a job at the Branigan Library (I hope I spelled it right). I loved it there, and I actually have been hoping to work/visit there to study up on the job of a librarian for a blog of mine, and it just seems like a fun and simple job to have. My father said that they actually had an opening for an assistant at the library, and the guy that owns the library is our neighbor! :D I might actually have a good chance at this job!

Anyways, after we threw the trash, me and my mother filled my car up with gas, and drove around town. If I get that job at the library, I'm going to have to get my driver's license soon~ And it's not that I don't have a license, it's just not an official license, it's just a driver's permit. I was late to the driving test thing, now I'm going to have to make up for it~

• Last night, I was frightened. By what, I'll explain later. To make myself feel better, and by hope of a theory of mine, I watched wedding proposal videos. How pathetic right? And yes, I did cry (but my theory was it would help flush out my eyes so'd they'd stop burning, but that's still doesn't make up for crying). A lot of people say that watching proposal video's raises your expectations, but really the only thing I'd expect from my boyfriend is just to propose from his heart. To me, it's not how they propose, it's what they say when they propose. Anyway, last night, after watching those videos gave me this tinge of faith, and I felt like his heart was calling to me. I wonder if it's even possible for two people to feel each other that way. I know it sounds crazy and desperate or whatever, but I can't shake what I feel.

Oh! I forgot to mention, I saw my old friend Cheyanna on Thursday! It was so nice to see her again! She has a lot of classes similar to mine, I hope to see her again :) Oh! And she told me that my 3D Animation teacher, Ian, isn't from Canada :D He's from Austin! So, I still have a chance with the Canadian~!!